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Unbelievable Pain....
Have you ever needed a root canal? You know how the tooth affected aches and aches and aches??
Well, that is what my fucking KNEE is doing right now. i need better pain meds. Or an amputation. this is fucking ridiculous.
And of course, because I am in such pain and want to physically rip my leg from my body, the kids are helpfully being loud and lazy and obnoxious. I am maintaining my good nature with them, but it is in fact all a sham as I just want to kill everyone and then myself, because why should the world go on without me in it? LOL. Not really.
And in other happy news---my car didn't want to start very bad this morning. it did that rr--rr--rrrrrr thing instead of turning over right away. Butl it did start and i let it warm up for about 10-15 minutes. When i got to school, I turned over my spare set of keys to Susan as she had a doctor's appointment at the clinic. i had to turn off the car to get my school keys out of the ignition. When Susan tried to start the car, it wouldn't start. It just made a click-click-click noise. So, it is sitting next to the sidewalk at school--I had to wait until the kids' break time to call about it. I called the Saturn dealership as that's where Susan takes her car to be fixed. I had spoken to them before, and they had said they would work on any kind of car.
So, now i have to wait for about a half an hour, and Lucas M will give me a jump start (if it will jump start). Then either he or someone else will follow me to the car dealership and give me a ride back to school.
Mom says there is a massive snow storm headed our way today. The weather watch site says 1-2". What's up with that? i would not mind going home early today. Oh, God, I would LOVE to go home early. But a measley 1-2" ain't gonna do a thing to get me home early.
And without a car, I'm basically fucked anyhow.
Well, Susan said we could take the school van. Or, I bet Ray or Jesse would run us home. They both live in one of the next towns over from West Concord. I really wanted to stop at the theater in Kasson on my way home to buy a gift certificate to the movie theater there for a Christmas gift. And i would also like to stop at the dollar store to get another Christmas stocking for my one of my homeroom kids. I should have just bought an extra one to begin with, but I wasn't sure Rachael was coming back before Christmas vacation. I have missed her. She is really a sweet kid.
If all goes well tomorrow, my homeroom will being going out for lunch at Hu Hot, which is a stir-fry grill. It is very very delicious, and you can go back for as many refills as you want. It will be really good for the kids--especially the boys who are basically just bottomless pits when it comes to food.
I hope my car is fixed quickly. i hate being carless.
GRRRR. I just spent over $700 on that damned car. Maybe it is time for a new one.