Yesterday--a haze of misery

My knee hurt again yesterday--too much to do anything else but be aware of the fact.

So, I went to see Lori, the chiropractor in Owatonna.  I had electrical current passed through my kneecap for 15 minutes.  Then I had acupuncture.  Finally, she gave me a thorough adjustment.  After that I went to perkins and ate sausages and poached eggs and a waffle.

I felt achy and crappy when I got home, so I went to bed.

This morning, when I awoke, NO PAIN at all in my knee.

It's a freakin' miracle.

So, that's good.

I have to go to school today to make up for not going Wednesday, Thursday, or Friday.  Since I won't be able to go Monday (appointment with Lori in Owatonna at 9:30).  Monday I have to have blood taken in the morning at the clinic in Kasson.  And Thursday, I have to see Dr. W.  Not looking forward to that.

I have to make an appointment with the dentist too....sigh....it's already 3 months overdue.

I have having to take care of this scuzzy body.

heheheheeh

Well, I have to get on with it.  Before too much time passes and I cannot force myself to move on.

I think I will take the laptop in with me though--just for the halibut.

heheheh

 

 

Well, Have Managed to Waste Morning Anyway...

I got myself to school, but it is already 12:30, and I have done NOTHING.

hehehehehe

Mary is here, working in her room, and I stopped in to chat with her. Now I am just getting set to pay my bills--I brought them along because I could not seem to sit down to it at home. Here, it is, for some reason, easier.

No clue why.

I have a lot to do, so it is best I don't piss away my time on this thing.

heh he heh

I will do a progress report in an hour or so when I need a break.

Ta.

I am the World's Most Pathetic Fucktard

Well, I just sat down and sorted through my big pile of mail and bills.


You know....MAIL. The thing I hate Hate HATE going to the post office to get--because I hate bills--because I fear I won't have enough money to pay them. Well, this latest stack is three weeks worth of mail, and DeAnn got it for me because I was so phobic about getting it that I COULD NOT DO IT.

Well, I was so anxious about going through it that I *even puked* ... repeatedly.

Well, it's done now. I have FOUR FUCKING BILLS. FOUR. Including my car payment and my car insurance. The financial loss is $684.09. Oh, and I have the automatic electronic withdrawal of my house payment in the amount of $240. For a total of $924.09. I have $1,397 in my checkbook. I am fine.

Why do I let these financial matters eat at me like this????

I'm stupid, apparently.

Oh, and I haven't added in my state income tax return yet, which is, I believe $550+ dollars.

Why, oh why do I have this mail phobia???

(Fucktarded. I know it.)

GAH!!!