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LET THE HORROR BEGIN
Sep. 15th, 2005 02:24 pmI have not touched my bills in almost five weeks. I've been paid twice. Every time I think about touching the bills I feel like I am going to throw up.
This is because I *KNOW* I have way more "bill" than I have "money."
What this fucking around has done to me is ensure me of (I'm sure) several late charges.
I fuck myself over like this ALL THE TIME. Why do I do it??
I am about to balance my check book. (I feel dizzy and nauseated at the idea of doing so.) When I get home, I will go to the post office and get my mail. (Which I haven't gotten for about three weeks.)
God, I feel like throwing up right now.
This is because I *KNOW* I have way more "bill" than I have "money."
What this fucking around has done to me is ensure me of (I'm sure) several late charges.
I fuck myself over like this ALL THE TIME. Why do I do it??
I am about to balance my check book. (I feel dizzy and nauseated at the idea of doing so.) When I get home, I will go to the post office and get my mail. (Which I haven't gotten for about three weeks.)
God, I feel like throwing up right now.
