So MUCH to do....As Usual....

Well, next week is gonna suck, because I cannot go to school today.

I just do not want to.

I'm tired and burnt out and I just want to hang out today.

However, I do need to accomplish the following things:

• clean bathroom
• sack up all garbage--including throwing out some of the crap from the freezer in the porch
• do laundry
• make tatertot hotdish (yummy)
• make potato soup (yummy--but need to get some garlic before I can do it)
• Finish both Halloween Swap packages.
• Do the dishes
• Clean the cat box.
• clean up all the shit laying around in my bedroom.

My god!  How does this shit always accumulate in my bedroom???  I have a three inch walkway between my bed and the door again.

ARG.

The Halloween swaps are both almost done.  The one for Chris in Wichita IS done.  All I have to do is put it in the box and get the box addressed.  I've gone overboard on Kathy's, simply because she is such a dear.  She's getting a whole WARDROBE for hers.  Heh heh heh.  Plus, she is my partner for th BarbiesRus halloween swap too.  She's getting the cat gown.

I hope she likes the stuff!

Chris is getting a cool bonus KEN outfit.

I do love to make these things. 

I have to take some more pictures and find my digital camera cord--then I'll post up everything.

THEN I have to focus on the Fall Swap for Jeanne Mari in S. Africa.

I know what I'm making.  I just have to do it.

Okay.

Now I am turning off the computer and getting to work.

 

Oh, Man...I feel like SHIT.

I took my pills and vitamins--all eight of them--on an empty stomach this morning and did not eat for several hours after that.

NOW my stomach is killing me.  It hurts soooo bad.  It bloats and tries to digest itself, I think.  It isn't like indigestion.  It just HURTS.  Sigh

I am in the midst of a tantrum.  I have just screamed at the top of my lungs, "Goddam this goddam FUCKING house!"'  I am sure half the neighborhood heard me screaming since the window is open.  I screamed it loud enough that my throat now hurts.

Some moron has called me six times in a row.  There is no doubt in my mind it is the stalker.  Only she would be fucking stupid enough to continue to call time after time when it is OBVIOUS that the other person cannot hear them.  So, while I am struggling to find the phone cord in the pile of crap beside my bed, the mountain of shit piled up on my night table fell off and now the entire floor is covered with shit.;  And the garbage was upset in the fiasco, so THAT shit is all over the place too.

If I had a stick of dynamite, this fucking shithole would be halfway to the moon right NOW.

I do not understand why everything has to be shit in my life.  Why can't I have SOMETHING decent?  I am always poor so I have to buy cheap shit.  And when you buy cheap shit, you have CHEAP SHIT.  So, it doesn't work properly and doesn't last.  Goddamn it all!

I'm throwing the fucking headset phone in the garbage RIGHT NOW.

And I have about fifty million fucking Asian beetles in JUST my bedroom.  They are dive bombing me and biting me and releasing their horrific stench to stink up my air.  I have provided execution by vacuum cleaner to about 50 of them in the last ten minutes.  One of the little fuckers just landed on my knee and proceeded to bite me.  I held still, grabbed the vacuum and sucked that little bastard into the vortex of oblivion.

ARG.  My stomach hurts so much!  I am actually considering staying home from school tomorrow--that's how much it hurts.

If I DO stay home from school tomorrow, I'm going to spend the entire day throwing SHIT away.

I don't care if I have nothing left but a pillow.  I'm sick, so fucking sick, of living in a house full of worthless pathetic SHIT!!

SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM

I know having a tantrum doesn't make anything a damn bit better--but if I don't release this RAGE, I will explode!!!

 

It Just Keeps Getting Better and Better

Gah...maybe I am actually sick.

Now I have chills and am puking.

Delightful.

And the damned Asian Beetles are aggressively attacking me. I've sucked up at least 100 of the little bastards.

I'm laying here wondering if I should call a sub or wait until morning....to see if I'm better.

Gah