chochiyo_sama

I have a lot to do today--

cleaning (especially my bedroom and the bathroom
cooking (so I have food to eat this week)
bill paying (UGH--I am sure I will be throwing up enthusiastically before THIS job is done.
laundry (I suppose I have my traditional 3 loads. Whites, dark colors, reds and pinks)
doing some organizing
cleaning out my email accounts.
doing some self-improvement work (God knows I need it.)

In other news--I finished Beccak's scarf last night before I went to bed. It turned out longer than I had intended, but one of the nice things about a scarf is that you can wrap it around your self a few times.

Now, I have to find her address again so I can mail it to her.

Arg.

I have some swaps for my barbie groups that I need to work on too--Unfortunately, I have NO IDEA what they are, which is one of the reasons I have to go through my email again--to locate them. I am going to try to get all these niggling promises dealt with this week.

I am determined to seize back control of my life this week. No matter what it takes.

This will entail

getting the house clean enough so that I would not be embarrassed to have people actually enter it
checking my blood twice daily, like I am supposed to
eating three actual meals a day with actually HEALTHY food components rather than M&Ms and toaster waffles.
getting my work areas organized so that I can actually work in them.
getting my school stuff organized--units planned out at least a week ahead and papers all caught up and corrected.
finding a way to co-exist with the post office. I'm thinking a fair way to deal with it is that I will get my mail on days when I drive. On days that Susan drives, I will not.

That's enough for one week.

I have to strike hard and fast and be consistent or I will piss away months more of my life.

On the agenda for NEXT week is getting back on track with my writing. I feel sick and empty when I am not writing.

And I am starting to get a few story ideas. I may just make myself another livejournal account (like poliphilo does for purchas)

We'll see.

Anyhow--I can't linger here. I have way more to do than I have hours in the day--it just helps me to focus and energize myself by verbalizing my intents.

Oh, BTW--it is snowing--the sun is shining brightly and a fine, glittering snow is swarming past my window. The little flakes are moving fast, so it must be a bit breezy too. It looks like a congress of excited fairies just outside my window. They must have a lot to do, because they sure are moving fast.

Unfortunately, I don't think I can expect 10" and a snow day tomorrow--more's the pity.

Heh!