Unbelievable Pain....

[chochiyo_sama]

Have you ever needed a root canal?  You know how the tooth affected aches and aches and aches?? 

Well, that is what my fucking KNEE is doing right now.  i need better pain meds.  Or an amputation.  this is fucking ridiculous. 

And of course,  because I am in such pain and want to physically rip my leg from my body, the kids are helpfully being loud and lazy and obnoxious.  I am maintaining my good nature with them, but it is in fact all a sham as I just want to kill everyone and then myself, because why should the world go on without me in it?  LOL.  Not really. 

And in other happy news---my car didn't want to start very bad this morning.  it did that rr--rr--rrrrrr thing instead of turning over right away.  Butl it did start and i let it warm up for about 10-15 minutes.  When i got to school, I turned over my spare set of keys to Susan as she had a doctor's appointment at the clinic.  i had to turn off the car to get my school keys out of the ignition.  When Susan tried to start the car, it wouldn't start.  It just made a click-click-click noise.  So, it is sitting next to the sidewalk at school--I had to wait until the kids' break time to call about it.  I called the Saturn dealership as that's where Susan takes her car to be fixed.  I had spoken to them before, and they had said they would work on any kind of car.

So, now i have to wait for about a half an hour, and Lucas M will give me a jump start (if it will jump start).  Then either he or someone else will follow me to the car dealership and give me a ride back to school.

Mom says there is a massive snow storm headed our way today.  The weather watch site says 1-2".  What's up with that?  i would not mind going home early  today.  Oh, God, I would LOVE to go home early.  But a measley 1-2" ain't gonna do a thing to get me home early. 

And without a car, I'm basically fucked anyhow. 

Well, Susan said we could take the school van.  Or, I bet Ray or Jesse would run us home.  They both live in one of the next towns over from West Concord.  I really wanted to stop at the theater in Kasson on my way home to buy a gift certificate to the movie theater there for a Christmas gift.  And i would also like to stop at the dollar store to get another Christmas stocking for my one of my homeroom kids.  I should have just bought an extra one to begin with, but I wasn't sure Rachael was coming back before Christmas vacation.  I have missed her.  She is really a sweet kid.

If all goes well tomorrow, my homeroom will being going out for lunch at Hu Hot, which is a stir-fry grill.  It is very very delicious, and you can go back for as many refills as you want.  It will be really good for the kids--especially the boys who are basically just bottomless pits when it comes to food.

I hope my car is fixed quickly.  i hate being carless.

GRRRR.  I just spent over $700 on  that damned car.  Maybe it is time for a new one.