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I am filled with sadness today.
I got onto the Unemployment site and logged into my account. They had a thing that said I was missing information--I distinctly remember filling out those questions when I first applied, but oh no! They didn't have it. Funny how they had all the OTHER information...and of course they said my payment would not be paid because of the missing information...but I filled it out and it WAS "received" so perhaps I will get some money after all. Sigh.
My situation just seems so hopeless and interminable. Somehow I have to find a way to make money for four and a half years.....then I can age out and retire. I think it is ridiculous that I cannot pay my tra and retire on time. Connie Ross did year after year of leave of absence and worked for her hubby's various shyster businesses, paid in her tra and retired. It was okay since she was still "affliated with the school" by being on leave of absence! I think it is ridiculous. It's another way to fuck over the average person.
Two years! I am so close. I just don't understand what terrible horrible offense I committed against humanity which gave me the karma to have to deal with this shit.
I don't think I would feel so bad if there appeared to be an end in sight, but there isn't. It feels like the rest of my life is just going to go on and on and on like this...
I got onto the Unemployment site and logged into my account. They had a thing that said I was missing information--I distinctly remember filling out those questions when I first applied, but oh no! They didn't have it. Funny how they had all the OTHER information...and of course they said my payment would not be paid because of the missing information...but I filled it out and it WAS "received" so perhaps I will get some money after all. Sigh.
My situation just seems so hopeless and interminable. Somehow I have to find a way to make money for four and a half years.....then I can age out and retire. I think it is ridiculous that I cannot pay my tra and retire on time. Connie Ross did year after year of leave of absence and worked for her hubby's various shyster businesses, paid in her tra and retired. It was okay since she was still "affliated with the school" by being on leave of absence! I think it is ridiculous. It's another way to fuck over the average person.
Two years! I am so close. I just don't understand what terrible horrible offense I committed against humanity which gave me the karma to have to deal with this shit.
I don't think I would feel so bad if there appeared to be an end in sight, but there isn't. It feels like the rest of my life is just going to go on and on and on like this...
