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chochiyo_samaI'm having a hard time falling asleep and staying asleep. I feel uneasy--my legs are restless, and I feel quivery and jumpy, like I've had excessive amounts of caffeine--but I haven't.
Funny. I slept half the day away yesterday and not at all today. Yet, i went to bed at about 12:30, and I slept fitfully for about 2 1/2 hours. I petted the cat for a while and tossed and turned. Finally I decided the only thing to do was to sit up and write a little and get all this shit out of my head.
I have no idea why I should feel so restless and anxious. There is no reason. None.
And I don't think any odd weather system is passing through.
I suppose it could be the mind control rays that the Bush machine is beaming onto all of us. Heh heh. I'm probably allergic to them.
:P
God, the state of our country is so depressing. I know we are still a lot better off than a lot of places, but yikes. It seems like we are turning into a fascist state, and the worst thing isn't that we are--it's that SO MANY of us think it is just fucking GREAT that it's happening.
Welcome to AmeriKa. Scary.
If I were younger and didn't have so many bills and so little money, I think I'd consider moving to another country. At least until the idiocy dies down.
Arg.
Well, I can't think of anything else to say. Guess I'll play Sims until I feel like I can sleep again.
Bye.
Funny. I slept half the day away yesterday and not at all today. Yet, i went to bed at about 12:30, and I slept fitfully for about 2 1/2 hours. I petted the cat for a while and tossed and turned. Finally I decided the only thing to do was to sit up and write a little and get all this shit out of my head.
I have no idea why I should feel so restless and anxious. There is no reason. None.
And I don't think any odd weather system is passing through.
I suppose it could be the mind control rays that the Bush machine is beaming onto all of us. Heh heh. I'm probably allergic to them.
:P
God, the state of our country is so depressing. I know we are still a lot better off than a lot of places, but yikes. It seems like we are turning into a fascist state, and the worst thing isn't that we are--it's that SO MANY of us think it is just fucking GREAT that it's happening.
Welcome to AmeriKa. Scary.
If I were younger and didn't have so many bills and so little money, I think I'd consider moving to another country. At least until the idiocy dies down.
Arg.
Well, I can't think of anything else to say. Guess I'll play Sims until I feel like I can sleep again.
Bye.
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Date: 2006-08-06 03:52 am (UTC)Take a good multi vitamin! And maybe a shot of whiskey right before bed....ah....no, better not do that. Heh heh heh.
I'd love to sell my house and move to England. I just figured out that I CAN retire in 7 years, if I want to. I can't imagine that I would, but....it's nice to know I CAN. I'd love to come live in England for a while.