Saturday

Dec. 13th, 2008 10:46 pm
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I woke up feeling okay this morning.  I didn't come downstairs till after 11--and then only because I had to rush to Kasson to pick up a prescription before the drug store closed at noon.  I went to the Hardware Hank store in search of a gift for Mom and some little stuffers for the stockings I am filling for my homeroom and my friend Rick. 

When I got back to West Concord, I collected my mail, which I hadn't done for two weeks.  Yes, shame on me.  I am sure the post office lady hates me.  But I HATE getting my mail. 

Shortly after I got home, DeAnn called to tell me she was in the driveway, so I had to hurry up and pee as I knew I wouldn't be able to hold it all the way to Owatonna.  We had intended to go to the movie Australia...but in fact, neither of us were really in the movie mood, so instead we went to lunch at Applebees.  We had their special--two entrees and an appetizer for $20.  We had spinach and artichoke dip as our appetizer and we each had the 7-oz steak with shrimp and cheese topping.  I had a baked potato and she had mashed.  We both drank unsweetened tea and had broccoli, carrots, and summer squash with our meals.  It was very good--but boy, was it salty! 

DeAnn stopped at alltell to return her car charger as she got one for about half the price somewhere else. 

When we got home, I gave her the two bags of kiddy videos I had bought from Kari and Jack for Swayze.  I also gave her the Lofty mom had given me for him, the thing for the rebate on our phones, and the big bowl of home made chili I had promised them. 

When she left, I sorted out my laundry and started doing it.  Climbing up and down the basement stairs is a hell, but I can do it.  I made two trips up and down today, and then I decided I would go up to my bedroom and play a little Sims.  I didn't play long, but I got my lady up to a level six in creativity.  I also planted some fruit trees in her yard and had her teach her cat to play dead.  So, it was a productive session on Sims.

Before I went up, I also crushed some pop cans and did dishes. 

My stomach has been hurting a little this evinging.  I am not sure why.  It bloated up and was sore to the touch from the outside.  On the inside it felt like a terrible over all itch but UNDER my skin.  It hurts to cough and blow my nose, and I seem to be doing a lot of coughing tonight.  Before I lie down to sleep, I am going to take a little nyquil to stop the coughing.  I'm tired so I will be going to sleep very very soon.

Tomorrow, I need to finish the laundry and put it away, sweep and scrub the kitchen floor.  It needs it badly.  I also need to pay my bills and get the nieces and nephews' Christmas envelopes stuffed.  If I have any life left in me after that, I would like to vaccuum and dust the living and dining rooms. 

And, lest I forget, I have some school work that needs to be corrected.  Sigh.  My work is never done.

We are expecting shitty weather over night--most likely freezing rain.  Then it is going to get godawful cold for Monday--up to -30 wind chills.  Brrr. 

Who knows, maybe we will have another snow day on Monday--I wouldn't cry if we did.  I have plenty to do. 

I would also like to bake cookies tomorrow.

We'll see if I can even manage to get out of bed!  LOL

Okay, I'm going to bed now.

Adios.



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Well I had my appointment...Saw my x-rays.  There is no cartilage left in my left knee--it is bone on bone and lots of arthritis.  The ortho guy said he was not surprised it had been hurting.  The right knee still has some cushion left, but it also has a lot of damage.  There is no doubt that I will be going in for knee replacements eventually.

He did give me a shot of cortizone in each knee.  I was a little worried as I had heard from a couple of people that it would really hurt--but I had also heard from my buddy Pappy that it would be uncomfortable, but not anything to be afraid of. 

In fact, when they injected the left knee, I felt only the poke of the needle and a litte pressure as they pumped in the goop.

The right knee had a couple of *pang-zings* like when the dentist injects a deep novocaine in your mouth.  The were quickly over, though, and I wonder if that knee didn't hurt more because the needle had something to go through whereas the other was just bone. 

The needle was enormous--unlike my usual curiosity about medical procedures being done to me, I did not watch as they stuck it in.  I felt a little woozy during the procedure, but not panicked nor tense. 

When it was over, the nurse gave me my flu shot too.

So I am full of needle holes tonight.

LOL
 


My knees actually felt pretty good at school once I got there.  Tonight they are achey.  They feel sort of like a nagging toothache--only in my knees. 

The doctor said they would be worse before they were better, and that tomorrow would be the day that this worsening would happen as the painkiller they injected with the cortizone would wear off in 6 hours or so.

What hurts the most right now is where I got the flu shot--I feel sort of achey in my arm and in my upper back.  And I feel a little feverish as well.

I think I am going to stay home from school tomorrow--it is only a half-day with kids and there will be meetings all afternoon--I have been needing a day to just stay home and take stock of my own reality.  I need to figure some things out--set some goals--perhaps do some soul searching and prioritizing.  Also, I have some reading to do for my therapist that I never seem to get around to doing.

I'm feeling pretty drained right now, and I think a good night's sleep would be the best thing for me.

bleah.

I'll do two chapters of Proverbs tomorrow if I stay home from school, since I am skipping one tonight.

I really need a good back rub right now.

 


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I have an appointment for 8:30 am.  I hope to almighty that he does SOMETHING for the pain in my knees.  It is just so tiring.  It hurts all the time.  And I am sick to death of hobbling around.

Give me a cortizone shot or give me better drugs or cut them both off and fit me with peg legs and give me a parrot.

I will be satisfied.

Today I saw my therapist and we had a long talk about defending my boundaries and dealing with people who were energy drainers.

It was tough.  I am entering the dark zone now.  I hate the time between Halloween and New Year's Day because it is so bleak.  All I can think of is all the dreams that I had which did NOT come true.

I don't know why I feel it so much during this time of year...but this is when it happens.

I actually felt kind of perky today after seeing my therapist.  I ran a bunch of stuff past her, mainly to see if she thought I had behaved appropriately in a couple of unpleasant interactions with friends.  She assured me that I had the right to choose who I did and did not associate with, especially if being in their company caused me to feel drained and unhappy.

She said only I can defend my boundaries and protect myself from negative influences.

It's very hard for me to establish boundaries, but it is something I am working on.

I have to go to sleep now--not too much else that is news worthy.

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